Monday, June 26, 2006

the rest of that one

is that I have done a LOT of looking. I started dating when I was 15, so I've already got almost 10 years of dating experience. And I didn't have a lot of steady boyfriends, so I probably have been on more 1st dates than the average gal my age. It's just frustrating. And the hardest part is that I feel like I really have to change something about myself (ok, several things) in order to even meet a guy. Ref. my March Madness plan that didn't come together because I just couldn't bring myself to get all gussied up just to go out on a manhunt. At any rate, I'm sure I'll be back to my normal chipper self by this time tomorrow, but just now, right now, I'm sad.

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  1. So you may want to note that I sent you that last email before I read your blog. I'm sorry you're sad, and I'm sorry you feel like you have to change something about yourself. That sucks.

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  2. Also...almost 20 years of experience...unless you're really 25.

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  3. don't know if it helps at all, and i know i'm not at the same place in life as you, but i can relate!

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