something weird

i am not too shabby with a pencil and paper,so long as it's drawing and not accounting we're talking about.

but i really struggle with faces.and in particular, eyes. so i decided, while my foot is healing and i'm not allowed to climb up and down the ladder, i will practice my drawlings. so here is day 1 of practicing on eyes. now,what is weird and/or interesting is that i can draw from a drawing, which is what you see on the upper left of the pae here. but from my imagination, well, things start to fall apart. so how do i get better at drawing from imagination? because i want to eventually start working (freelancing) as an illustrator, and the whole thing they do is make images from imagination.

also, you might all know this about me already, but i am more convinced every day that i have ADD. turns out that even people who do well in school or get a graduate degree can still have ADD. i'll probably talk more about this later, if i don't forget. pleh.